However, despite pretty favourable conditions for stateless persons, lack of passport prevented me from living my life to the fullest. For instance, crossing the border is difficult for a stateless person, no matter the country. Even with my grey passport I could not go anywhere. I arrived to Uzbekistan in 1993 – 27 year ago! and never since was I able to visit Tajikistan. My beloved grandma lives there, many of my relatives are there. I have a dream of going and seeing my relatives in my motherland – Tajikistan - with the Uzbekistan passport.
My parents tried hard and undertook many efforts to make us citizens of Uzbekistan. My mother was particularly eager to do that, but she did not live to see that, she passed away in 2016. My father did receive his passport and he also passed away after my mother died. Unfortunately, they did not live long enough to see me receive my passport. Frankly speaking I did not even try to do anything by myself, I was content with everything. I had everything I needed – my family, children, work. However, last year a new law was passed in Uzbekistan which simplified the procedure of receiving a nationality; local authorities contacted me and told me that I had an opportunity to get a citizenship.