Gaelynn Lea: Celebrating human diversity, love for music and freedom to be yourself

I was raised by parents that were very motivating. They would always say that if I really wanted to do something then I would figure out the ways to do it. I think that people around you are often the source of the power, helping you develop your inner strength. I believe for women and people with disabilities if they do not have this in their own families it is important to find people that do support them in trying new things and being brave. Another way to find the support is via media, reading the stories of different people in the article in such sources as Manshuq Media.

I am a spiritual person and it is also a source of the power for me. Spirituality gives me longer term perspective for social change, even if I do not necessarily see all the results of the work that I do, then the next generations will. That gives me the sense of purpose to keep working on disability rights.

Music for me is more about connecting to the energy that is very invigorating.

Music is one of the such things for me, and the social change is another one.

Thanks for saying that. The origin of this is the spiritual belief. Honesty is really important to me. I am not perfect at this, but I try to be honest about the things I struggle with and the things that bring me joy.

 

It might be my parents or self-reflection, but I also realized that the beauty and sexuality standards that society puts on us - it is up to us to decide if we want to accept them or not. As long as I know I am doing my best to be a good person and I am not hurting anyone, I do not need to be a certain way.

This realization helped me see my whole life in the lense of freedom to decide. Freedom to choose your own life path rather than following the standards the society puts on us - they are more about keeping people consuming. We do not have to abide by them if we do not want to. It applies to everyone – people might think that people with disability do not have to care about being standard, but really, nobody does. We just agreed to these rules. I believe that there are ways in every culture to be who you are. To know that you have value even if you do not look a certain way or act a certain way .

One wrote that music is a bridge between earth and heaven. I believe it is true, music is one of the ways to lift people’s eyes out from earthly sphere. Music can do that, nature can do that, looking at the stars, and love can do that. Music allows you to be Here and Now. 

Music does that for everyone and it does that for me. Aside from the connection and the fun and the energy of performing, music allows me to transcend to a different frame of mind. Violin is technical, it is easy to make it sound bad. You have to be focused while you are playing, so it takes your mind off of the daily concerns. You are very present when you play and that is something that is important to me.

My parents taught me, that if the opportunity comes, you walk through the door and you do not have to see how it is going to end up. Political science is still very interesting to me, maybe someday I will be running for political office in our home state. I do like politics a lot. 

With music I just started playing for fun, it just brought me a lot of joy. I played all the time, and after the college I started playing in the bands in my local town. At first I was doing it just in the evenings, while I had a regular job. Eventually I realized that I really wanted to do music for a living. I started teaching children and adults how to play violin during the day and I performed in the evenings. When I won NPR Tiny desk contest in 2016 I gained nationwide recognition, I never had it before. So I thought if I wanted to try touring, this would be the time to do it.

Originally I was not planning to do music for a living, but doors kept opening. What is nice is that I do talk about disability rights, I feel that I am using my political science background. I like being able to combine the two, because they are both my passions.

The inner freedom for me is knowing that you have value no matter what. You do not need to have a certain “level of success” that the society wants you to have. You try the things that bring your life meaning, but if none of them worked, or you got sick, or you developed a disability, you are still valuable.  

In America there is a lot of emphasis on success and progress.

At the end of the day, as a musician with authenticity - it is not about how many albums I sell or if people still like my music in 10 years. I know that my value is not determined by if anybody likes my music at all, or how successful I am in music. You have value even of society does not understand that.

Recently there was a concert at a college that I played before lockdown started. The lady brought her daughter who has developmental disabilities to this concert. The girl got agitated during one of the sing-along songs called Bird song. The staff was trying to figure out if she should leave but luckily they were able to get her to calm down and she stayed for the rest of the performance. I met the girl after the concert and she started crying. Her mom said that they listen to my music every day and the girl started playing violin because she loved my music. All of a sudden it dawned on me, why she was agitated during the concert. I asked her: ‘oh were you really excited during the concert because you love that Bird song and that is why you were moving around?’ The girl nodded because she was not even able to talk.

People assume if you cannot speak or you have developmental disability, that you do not have a rich inner life, but that is not true at all. She has as deep level of emotions as I do even if she cannot speak about them. Her inner life is just as deep and just as important as mine. She is a person who really likes music and gets excited when she is around it, like anyone else. In our society we end up dismissing people like that and I think it is a real tragedy, our lens is very narrow.

I play for people with disabilities as often as I can, so I see that the response to the music from them is the same as the response from the able bodied audience.

I hope that people can connect with music and they can take from it what they want at that moment. I feel that with music I do not have a lot of control with an outcome. It is an ethical career, you do not get a promotion, or move to the next step. With music I just want to put things out that resonate with people, and spread joy and beauty in that way.

I want to achieve more direct result with my advocacy. I would like to see that arts become more diverse and accessible to people with disabilities. This is something I work on hard spreading the message that inclusion is very important, not only in arts but in every area of life.

First, the stages and the backstage access In America most stages do not have ramps so people like me either have to play on the floor or they lift my wheelchair up. I do not let people lift my wheelchair up anymore because I want them to start building ramps. Also the bathrooms are usually hard to navigate. Next, at least in America transportation for people with disabilities usually does not run as late into the night as other public transportations, so people have difficulties staying out for events. The thing that I would like to do eventually is making my concerts accessible to deaf people. A lot of people who are deaf or hard of hearing enjoy music and like going to live music events. But usually there is no translator or interpreter. It is pretty costly for a small artist like me to have an interpreter at every show, but I am working on that.

On the broader sense, it is hard to become a musician if nobody teaches you. I got very lucky that I did have a teacher who was willing to adapt the instrument with me. I met a lot of people whose teachers did not suggest that and who were unable to learn the instrument they wanted because nobody would teach them. I think that this is what we need to change all over the world. Being willing to teach kids with disabilities and adapt the technique. Letting go the idea that it has to look a certain way or technique has to be uniform. Because it leaves a lot of people out. For example, I play very differently, it looks different but it sounds fine.

The last thing that I want to mention is the way the press talks about disabilities is often negative. The stories are usually just about their disabilities and not about their music.

Definitely. It is the 30th anniversary of the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA) – the legislation that requires non-discrimination in all areas of life. Not everything is fixed of course, but there is a lot of improvement even compared to the times when I was a little girl.  

Even in the 4 years that I have been touring things have changed for the better. I talk a lot about it so venues decide to build ramps before my shows so that i get on stage. Then we also talk about the ways they can make their venues more accessible and they are open to listening because I was so vocal about it. I would like to see other artists, including able-bodied ones also say that ‘I am not going to play at the venue that is not accessible’. This is what I’ve done. It would be more powerful if there is more people doing that.

United States wasn't very accessible until 70-80-90s. It only takes one very committed generation to change things. There is the generation of the 70s that started to fight for their own civil rights. They were disabled themselves, so they were self-advocating. It is important to have these conversations in Kazakhstan so that this generation can help impact next generation.

This is a big issue. First of all, the culture around how you view disability has to change so that people are able to contribute. Partially it is about educating employers. There are people who needs extra support but the trade off is that they are excited to be working, and they are working hard. It is a sense of pride for them so it is positive for someone to hire people with disabilities.

In USA people with disabilities have buying power, as they have certain support from the government. They are 20% of the population. They need to be included in the market, earn money, pay taxes, contribute to the programs in the society. We all benefit if all of us can contribute. It is a gain for the economy if we start employing people with disabilities.

In the US statistically people with disabilities twice as likely to create their own businesses, as the non-disabled population. I do not think that this is the only way because we do have to integrate and be more inclusive.

Important part of understanding my own worth and fighting for my own rights was connecting to other disabled people and learning from them. At college I joined a group of disabled people working on disability rights on campus. If you do not have such groups there is a lot of resources on the internet to learn more, to get involved and read on disability rights just to empower yourself. It is in the same way, if you want to learn more about spirituality you would read religious texts, if you want to learn more about disability rights you should read more about it so that you feel supported. 

Do not give up advocating peacefully for change in your city and in your country, and see it from the long-term battle of disability rights rather than your individual goal to fix everything. You can definitely improve the world for the next generation.

That disability viewed as a form of diversity. People recognizing, that because all people have value they have the same rights for food, shelter, healthcare, education. From my perspective the government and the society role is to provide to the people with disabilities the care that they need so they can be as independent and as happy as possible. If we could move beyond this idea of taking care of people as a burden and rather celebrate all the ways that they can contribute. 

Eventually, that is my vision – that people do not have to keep defending their worth and seen valuable as they are. I do believe that we can live in a world where everyone’s valued just for who they are. This applies to any other human rights movement, like women rights or minority rights.

I do truly believe that all people have value and that your disability can be just another way that the human being manifests. Disability can provide different insights, perspective or gifts. I would not make music the way I made it if I didn't have a disability. So I am grateful for my disability because it allowed me to create music in this particular way. My disability colours my perspective. Seeing disability as diversity was life changing for me to realise.